Introduce yourself, in great detail
My name is Salome Lisette Mercer. As of today’s date, March
1, 1811, I am twenty years old. My birthday is December 28, 1790. I was born in
Charlottesville, Virginia, at our family home. I am about five and a half feet
tall, which is slightly taller than other women, but a little shorter than the
average man, so they aren’t too intimidated by my height. (It’s been a
problem.)
I have black hair and green eyes, both of which I inherited
from my mother. I like to keep my hair long, usually pulled back into a simple
braid to keep it out of the way, but it has a mind of its own sometimes. My
eyes are an extremely light green, they have been called unsettling or even
ghostly, but in some light, they look like a cat’s green eyes. I think they are
my best feature. Another thing I inherited from my mother is her olive
complexion, being as she was, from Spain. I tend to color in the sun very
easily, which I don’t care about, but it isn’t exactly in fashion. I don’t mind
that, because my mother was a wonderful person, and I miss her very much. To
look like her isn’t the worst sin a person could commit.
I am slender but athletic, since I prefer working outdoors
than boring myself to death indoors. I feel like my bosom and hips are too big,
but men seem to appreciate them. To me, they just pose a problem finding
clothing that fits. I’m not particularly good with a sewing needle, so that
doesn’t help there either. When I’m working outside, I prefer to be in
breeches, simply because it’s easier to move around in them. At home, I was
usually on a horse, and have you actually ever tried to ride sidesaddle? On my
ship, breeches just make more sense; if I were to accidentally fall overboard,
heavy skirts would send me to the bottom of the ocean in a heartbeat. I have a
job to do, either way, and if I don’t have to impress anyone, who cares what
I’m wearing?
That is not to say that I don’t like wearing beautiful
dresses and looking smart and elegant. I don’t like all the frills and flounces
women like to add to their clothes, I’m pretty simple when it comes to my
taste. As long as my dresses have clean lines, beautiful colors and fabrics,
and are comfortable to wear, I can fit in just fine. However, I really do like
nice boots, Hessians preferably.
I like things neat and orderly, and I’ve always been good with
numbers. It’s helped me when it comes to taking over the plantation and my
brother’s business. I like to read for pleasure when I have time; I even
indulge in the silly romances that are so popular. I also love to ride horses,
racing them is a huge joy for me. Feeling the wind through my hair and in my
face, with the world going by, is one of the greatest experiences a person can
have. Sailing on the ocean is like that too, but with a horse, you feel like
you have become part of the animal itself, and there’s nothing quite like it.
I know I should probably be good at things like playing the
piano, singing, or needlework, but I just can’t sit still for too long for me
to appreciate them, so I don’t try. I do enjoy music, and I especially love
dancing, though I haven’t had much opportunity for it lately. I don’t have many
close friends, and the ones that I do have are mostly men. I have become
especially close with the members of my sailing crew, since we have spent so
much time together over the last few years. They know how to make me smile, and
keep me from getting too serious when I start to think about depressing
subjects. They even talked me into getting a tattoo of a mermaid when we were
in China! It’s on my ribcage, easily hidden by clothing, and won’t that be
difficult to explain should I ever become intimate with a man!
I have one female I am close to, and I trust her with my
secrets, I consider her to be a friend, but she’s also my maid, and she always
remembers the distinction between the two. It would be nice for a change to
have someone to talk to, gossip with, all the normal things women my age do,
but I just haven’t had the time. My maid has a son, whom I adore, and I wonder
sometimes if I might ever have a child of my own. I do like children very much,
but finding the right father for them is another matter.
Which brings me to my biggest problem at the moment. I’ve
only recently discovered that my father’s will makes it clear that if neither
my parents or my older brother were around when I turned twenty, I have only a
year to find a husband, or my family’s plantation will be sold. I guess my
father never expected me to run it by myself, though he taught me everything I
know, but the profit from the sale will go to provide a house in town, I suppose,
as well as funds to see to my needs until I either find a husband or make a
career for myself.
Now, I know he was only trying to look out for me, making
sure that I would never lack for anything, but it has really put me in a bind.
Since my brother’s disappearance, I’ve been more concerned with looking out for
his interests than my own. There hasn’t been much opportunity in the last two
years to meet any eligible men, since I’ve been pretending to be a man named
Hawke Sinclair. Sinclair only exists on paper, and I’ve been running both the
plantation through overseers and my brother’s business from aboard ship or
behind closed doors in our offices around the world.
Of course, no one thought to enlighten me on the terms of my
father’s will before now, probably because there are any number of people in
Charlottesville, especially a hideous man named Bertram Candel, who would love
to get their hands on my plantation, or even worse, on me! So, I headed for
London as quickly as I could so that I might beseech my father’s sister,
Alexandra, to honor a promise she made my father when I was just a child.
Aunt Alex (my father used to call her that) promised that if
I ever wanted, I could come to London, and she would sponsor me for a Season.
It’s a big social thing for London high society, and a lot of young women do it
in order to find a husband. I never dreamed that I would be one of them! But I
am not going into this unarmed and unprepared. I plan to look into every
passably handsome bachelor London has to offer this year, and find out what
they are like before I even meet them.
People underestimate things like whether they take care of
their properties, if they are financially solvent, if they have nasty or
distasteful habits, and that sort of thing. It will also be a requirement for
any suitor I agree to, that he allow me to keep my family’s plantation, as well
as continue the search for my brother. If I absolutely have to get married, it
is not going to be some ugly, old brute of a man, it will be one that I feel I
have something genuinely in common with, so that even if I am not marrying for
love, perhaps I might find a semblance of it somehow.
Who knows, left to my own devices, I might never have
married, and after witnessing my own parents’ happy one, it has been something
I have dreamed of. I just never imagined it might be something I would have to
make a decision about so suddenly!
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